Christmas lights twinkled on the streets; a thick
silence blanketed the entire suburb of Chatenay Malabry.. Mr. S. walked in
measured steps that signaled, almost an eerie comfort of sorts in harshly
desolate street. His steps sounded loud in the thick silence. As leaves were flying in
icy wind, Mr S was thinking of the last few days. Christmas lights seem to
blink just like his fluttered thoughts.
Then, in this lonely and peaceful silence, a sudden sound broke his reverie.
Then, in this lonely and peaceful silence, a sudden sound broke his reverie.
The
sound seems a damp fall. Mr. S turned his head where the muffling grumble
echoed. The streets were empty as they would be, on such a desolate evening.
Mr. S found a pile of moist feathers, and a low voice growling under them.
"Clouds are always so heavy with rain! Why can't I have duck feathers?"
Mr. S found a pile of moist feathers, and a low voice growling under them.
"Clouds are always so heavy with rain! Why can't I have duck feathers?"
In all these years of flight, Little One had never
held plumage in high regard, but on this windy damp night the sheer incapacity
wrought by these feathers on her "raison d'etre” wrecked her. The last
drops of fortitude dissolved and dripped off her feather with the half freezing drops
of water.
Mr.
S was frowning in front of a tiny figure, draped in brown and damp feathers.
"What do you look at? You’ve never seen a fairy? Anyway, you're here, and that's all I need."
"Need? Here? Me?"
"Are you a little deaf? Or numb? It would be like my mother to send me to a dumb one."
Mr. S frowned harder.
"I am not dumb nor deaf. Where are you from?"
The little feathered figure pointed a tiny finger toward the windy sky. "Up there. And landing is a hell when it's blowing."
"What do you look at? You’ve never seen a fairy? Anyway, you're here, and that's all I need."
"Need? Here? Me?"
"Are you a little deaf? Or numb? It would be like my mother to send me to a dumb one."
Mr. S frowned harder.
"I am not dumb nor deaf. Where are you from?"
The little feathered figure pointed a tiny finger toward the windy sky. "Up there. And landing is a hell when it's blowing."
Mr.
S was confounded. Given his earthly coastal origins only things he ever saw
dropping up from up above was brown coconuts and torrential rain. His empathy
for this poor creature, could not rein in his words, which sounded
contemptuous.
«Up
means from the sky, the sky right above our heads"
"Ok.
I give up. You do not believe I am coming from heaven and you are right. We're
allowed to travel through the clouds to be faster, but heaven has already its
feathered creatures."
Mr. S. frowned harder.
"Angels. You do not know angels? Well, there is an altitude to travel and I am supposed not to disturb the holy creatures. Therefore, I must go through the clouds. Ok, ok, I'm tired, and I'm cold because of the water, or rain or whatever..." The tiny feature shrugged. She _ fairies are mostly female, aren't they? _ sounded nervous and exhausted. He began to take off his scarf.
"No, no, it's not me you're about to help!"
He took off his scarf and draped the little fairy in it.
"Ok, ok, it is better. But you should save your kindness for the job."
"The job?"
Mr. S. frowned harder.
"Angels. You do not know angels? Well, there is an altitude to travel and I am supposed not to disturb the holy creatures. Therefore, I must go through the clouds. Ok, ok, I'm tired, and I'm cold because of the water, or rain or whatever..." The tiny feature shrugged. She _ fairies are mostly female, aren't they? _ sounded nervous and exhausted. He began to take off his scarf.
"No, no, it's not me you're about to help!"
He took off his scarf and draped the little fairy in it.
"Ok, ok, it is better. But you should save your kindness for the job."
"The job?"
Having
offered the scarf, almost impulsively, Mr. S now felt exposed unopposed to this
surreal chain of events, just like his bosom lay exposed to gusts of cold wind
once his scarf was gone. Amidst this anxious and charged atmosphere the
slightest suggestion of fairies feminity, unleashed a sense of erotic
electricity within Mr. S.
Mr.
S faculties were being spread thin, only to be jolted back to heightened
awareness by the sound of “the job”.
It
was disturbing to feel both the cold wind blowing its icy breathing on his neck
and the warmness of desire. The little creature jumped.
"Oh I'm so sorry! I have forgotten to turn it off!"
And with a switch, desire went in the cold wind. Mr. S. loomed on the fairy. He still wanted to touch the feathers, almost dry, on the back of his interlocutor. She was cute and cuddled in his scarf, in the warmth of its slightly perfumed wool.
"Oh I'm so sorry! I have forgotten to turn it off!"
And with a switch, desire went in the cold wind. Mr. S. loomed on the fairy. He still wanted to touch the feathers, almost dry, on the back of his interlocutor. She was cute and cuddled in his scarf, in the warmth of its slightly perfumed wool.
Mr.
S pivoted back to words “the job” as soon as the iota of desire evaporated out
of him. Eerie settings, a most strange encounter with a fairy and most
importantly the words “the job” turned out to be potent cocktail, which had
within one split second had intoxicated him. It was the most dangerous kind of
intoxication - that of an idea - the absoluteness and intensity of which beyond
any substance.
He muttered to himself "Am I a chosen one for higher things in life? »
He muttered to himself "Am I a chosen one for higher things in life? »
After
years of weariness wrought by a life which could at best be labeled completely
insipid, morose and ordinary, even, a remote possibility of finding a sense of
purpose was a flight of fantasy that swept Mr. S into realms of bliss.
"Higher,
higher, it depends what you have in mind."
The
tiny creature took something out of her clothes. She held it to Mr. S. He
handed what revealed to be a little bow and a quiver. Each dart ended with
minute feathers, and didn't seem very sharp. Dazed, he shook his head.
"Don't
be afraid, they are totally harmless". And, before he could prevent
anything, she dug one of the darts in her neck.
"See?
No harm done".
And
by the way, her neck was untouched and the dart begun to fade in her hands.
“Here
is your job. Take the bow and make pairs.”
Mr
S. frowned. “Pairs.”
“It’s
better to make pairs, like shoes. You can make more, but it’s always a mess.”
“Like
shoes.”
“Ok,
we’re both tired but I’m sure you can do better. Just listen to me and do as I
tell you. I’ll be back in few days to check the job.”
“Pairs.
Like shoes.”
“Yes.
Nobody would see the bow nor the darts. You can use the bow or just aim the
darts by hand on your pair-to-be. When the quiver is empty, just walk outside
in the night. I’ll be back.” She brushed his hand and vanished.
Mr.
S. nodded, confused. He held the bow and the quiver, looking at many tiny
darts. Pairs.
On
the next morrow, he went out with his bow. In a crowded subway, he looked
confusedly to the people around. Pairs. No one seemed to fit with other human
beings. Mr. S. started to worry about his job. He put the thought away and went
into his day. In the evening, he took back his coat and felt the bow and the
quiver in his large pocket. Wandering in cold streets, he passed less, less
people as the cold wind blew more and more biting, and the night grew thicker.
At the memory of her words, he felt
he had to do the job, as to meet her
again. Pairs.
He
crossed paths with an old lady and shrugged. Why not? As she passed him, he
drew a dart, aimed it to her side and waited for a struck. There was nothing.
Touching the old lady’s fur coat, the dart vanished in a grey mist. Then he
drew another dart, quickly, bend the bow and send his missile in a man’s chest
across the road. The man staggered and stared to the lady. He crossed the road,
bowed curtly in front of her and took her arm. Mr S. frowned and went on his
way a dart ready in his hand. If he could empty the quiver in two or three
days, he would meet again the fairy. He thought about crowded places, where it
would be easier to find targets. He was not used to go out after work, but it
was not for fun, but for the job.
He
made his way to Bastille and spent the evening emptying his quiver, darting at
two people at the same time. He looked at two women, dropping theirs
boyfriends’ hands, turning to each other and leaving without a sight. On his
way back home, he passed a woman and two men talking. He wondered what would
happened if he darted more than two people. Nodding, he went to sleep. The
quiver was half-empty.
The
next evening, he chose another crowded place. He darted many people, but it
seemed it was never enough; the quiver would never clear out. He gathered
himself. He took a hard grip on darts in his hand and went to a club. There
might be a large audience.
And
actually, there was. He stung men and women. He watched them fall in each
other’s arms, he saw them turn away from their former partner and reach the
other shoe that makes the pair. No matter a woman was with a man. At the very
moment the dart touched a limb, she sought for the other woman in the crowd, her
matching one.
Mr.
S. wondered at the effects of his pricking tour. There were cries, shouts, and
some fights. Outside the club, he passed a woman and two men, smoking in an
alley. Why pairs? He darted the three of them, and hide to watch them struggle.
The woman ended pinned in between the two men, who were kissing fiercely. She looked sad and lonely. Pairs, indeed,
would be better.
It
left the quiver almost empty, save one dart. What would happen, next? The fairy
told him she would come back. He walked a long time, worrying on her return.
There was nothing to do with a single dart. Then, a sound of feathers came to
his ears. He was alone, lost in a dark district. He gazed to the sky and found
it empty. He felt a pull on his pants. “Here”. He looked down and found the
tiny pleasant figure. He felt a burst of desire, narrowing his sight to the
fairy. Smiling, he took her in his arms, steadied her tightly cheek by cheek,
and took the last dart. He aimed it carefully and stroke. One dart, one pair.
Like shoes.
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